Custody

Welcome to more of the horror show shortly before my breakdown in 1969 I had been dating a guy who my friends had fixed me up with I would mention the name but I was told his family had real mob and I know that they had political connections I was stupid he told me he had 1 testicle a hs football injury low sperm count making this short I missed my period failed a pregnancy test he arranged an illegal saline induction done by an rn in her home he made sure he was away at the national guard the next day wracked in pain I went to class had the good sense to go home my grandmother was visiting I wound up hemmoraghing needed an ambulance and an emergency d and c because I was working going to school full time and getting what they called adc someone at Margaret Hague came into the room said if I didn't name the father I had to pay being stupid I got my girlfriend from school to get the money from my grandmother but it gets better my exhusband kept delaying on purpose the divorce until the no fault law was passed to further screw me he had time to join a frat at college I had to wash cloth diapers so I had to take a bus got to I think it was part of the prosecutors office guy asked me if I knew why I had a nervous breakdown honest I said because maybe I had had an illegal abortion lost a lot of blood was exhausted did not know I had post partum untreated depression so he said I have to tell this to your husband looking back I hope he got penile cancer for setting me up the result was I had to agree to let my mother has custody as she did ex would take daughter this put me in an even Deeper depression than not being able to do the student teaching although I managed to later get an apartment with Morgan my mother refused to contact chancery get custody reverted held it over my head later Morgan who was the greatest human being on earth told me if doesn't matter mom actually since you don't exist on paper and grandma by now is   A widow I made out better with financial aid I should title blog how a middle class wasp mayflower descendant fot fucked by the system and fucked royally by a named individuals